Friday, August 04, 2006

hallo!

its been an ok week.

its been like sleep, wake up, go school, do qt on the way to school, done with school, sc stuff, homework, sleep. my gosh. darn hectic.

just really wanna thank God la. the week started off horrible but guess it got better. the other day. was really thinking on my way home. its like in cell right, i think i m like super playful, goofy, alittle irresponsible and somewhat not very accountable. i mean like of cos i have grown since i came to church la. guess its my second time at anniversary tmr. heh. but somehow i feel like im a spiritual teenager. a point where i m not a kid but i m not an adult, not totally mature either. haha. there are certain moments when i veer to the kid or the adult. den i was like thinking, God, i m like that, den i m pubco head. lol. wasnt it weird u gave me this post despite me falling short of the credientals.

den the other day was preparing for pubco meeting, den i was like saying, guess there are points i have to bring up to my members, if they are gonna hand up proposals later, must tell me, updates, must intiate and give me. den i was thinking again, isnt that accountablility and responsibility? and den placed with a j_l_e o_g m_y s_ [go figure] hus like late 9/10 of the time she meets me. add the intense stress, the management of homework and council stuff, money management. i guess that these are all the small things that are really gonna affect me later on in life. and i guess like Gods really putting me thru the fire in PJC, in some sense its like putting me thru a 2 year camp to prepare me for the rest of my life. heh. oh wells.

they chose design A but the SCTA [student council teacher advisors] or [student centre transport authority] lol. told me the design will be hidden if they need to tuck in their shirt. how how how!

anyway. learn to let me depend on u for the little things Father, i remember telling julie the other day i m all out of faith, but i guess its not really like a water bottle u bring out of the house, i guess its really a choice. guess there are enuf verses to tell me to trust in the Lord, to lean not on my own understanding, to acknowledge Him, and He will guide my path. heh. cliche but powerful.

|cowpoo| 10:10 PM|

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